About

Since I was born in 1963 into a family with a Christian background in Germany, I always felt a little awkward being on this planet. Like something very big is missing inside: a deep sense of connectedness and inner fulfillment. My first real love as a teenager was “Christ-consciousness”: I experienced it as a warm, awesome state of being able to love other human beings completely despite not liking them on a personal level. Lacking the knowledge and structure to pursue a deeper, real nourishing way of being inside, I started my search for true lasting fulfillment and love. Turning lots of stones I was searching for love in many corners of this world:  I pursued a sports career becoming a boxing champion, an academic career winning a reward, a spiritual teacher career, and tried hard to find real love in looking for my beautiful “soul mate” partner. My search for happiness led me to meditate in Indian ashrams, facilitating seminars in Bali and California, and studying with various contemporary spiritual teachers. I live now in Edmonton, Canada with my beloved wife and our 4 children. This book is the result of my intensive search and studies. 

I wholeheartedly wish that it may contribute to your deep happiness and fulfillment.